I hope you know
I want so much more for you
And sincerely this is everything that I can do
It drives me crazy that I’m crazy and I want to be the person that you loved six years ago
I don’t like anything about myself
I don’t like anything about myself
I’d claw my eyes out
I’d walk to California in July
From the bottom of my heart I mean this: if you stood to benefit, I’d die.
See, I want to be somebody who doesn’t make you worry all the time
But all I’m good for is an argument and badly written lines
I don’t like anything about myself
I don’t like anything about myself
I won’t give up on you
Please don’t ever give up on me
I promise anything
If it means keeping you with me
When I said that I’d take three a night
It wasn’t me
That just the panicked person I can’t help but be.
Understand I know the hurt and pain that I can bring.
Still I love you more than I’ve ever loved anything.
credits
from I Am the Chemical,
released November 13, 2015
Bradley Herr - vocals, baritone ukulele
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