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Malvern Home Thereafter

by Bradley Herr

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1.
Home 05:13
The time ran short Unhurried in it's course Enduring in catastrophe I find the thereafter in me.
2.
Swing shut the blinds on a blinding day I never saw the sun this way when I was living in the Malvern Home Now I’m living in a catacomb The walls are lined with dust and bone Doesn’t anybody live here? Everybody dies here Why am I alive here? Why am I all alone? I can see it from the window Yeah, it’s just a stone’s throw I used to call that place home. Why did I have to go? Thought I fit into that machine Didn’t know it was just some stupid dream Can anybody me get back to where I belong? Can anybody help but pack together this broken home Can anybody help me to see the truth’s been here all along And that truth is You’ve never seemed more at home. And I’m drinking every night here Running out of fight here Running out of light here Running out of life Running out of time Running out of money Running out of my fucking mind What am I supposed to do here? Can’t avoid the view here. Turn another screw here. I’m living for rewind Every day, I gotta wake up Hoping for a shake up Trying to fix my ache up Wishing I was blind. Thought I fit into that machine Truth is it’s running better without me
3.
Glass 03:59
Give me the sound Give me the glass Just turn it up And make it fast Turn your eyes to the moon Whatever you do just make it soon Because I'm Waiting on tomorrow For energy to borrow And thoughts to take away It's right there in your face The glass is a new mirror With reflection getting clearer And mistakes to take away Give me the bow Give me the arrow I'll be the seed You'll be my sparrow To protect me from the sting Of the arrows that I sling We'll fly off to tomorrow where there's energy to borrow And pain to take away It's right there in your face The glass is a new mirror With reflection getting clearer And fears to take away Give me the pen Give me the paper I'll write a world I'll make a song I'll pick up the glass it won't be long
4.
Cusp 03:57
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5.
Jonas and Teddy Lived in their room They talked about traveling To visit the moon So Ted built a rocket For Jonas to fly They packed up some snacks And waved Earth goodbye They flew past the city Away from the cars They flew past the mountains And into the stars And Teddy said “Jonas, I think that’s the moon.” And Jonas said “Teddy, It’s just a balloon The rocket flew faster, With miles to go 239,00 Or so. The wait took forever, So Ted took a nap Jonas drove on With his his galaxy map Jonas said “Brother, I think we’ve arrived. Unbuckle your seatbelt and let’s go outside.” Teddy said “Jonas, You almost forgot To put on your helmet Like a good astronaut.” They opened the door And jumped out of the ship They flew through the air and They tumbled and flipped They bounced over craters And played in moon dirt When suddenly Jonas said “Look Ted, there’s Earth.” They looked to the sky And what did they see? A giant blue ball Full of air, land, and seas. Teddy said “Jonas, I miss Mom and Dad.” If they knew where we were, Do you think they;d be mad?” Jonas said “Teddy, It’s time to go soon." They climbed in the rocket Said goodbye to the moon. Jonas and Teddy Climbed back into bed “We have to be up in an hour.” Ted said. Jonas said” Teddy, Next time we’ll see Mars And brother, I love you, From here to the stars."
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7.
Hallelujah It’s another day of death That’s what happens When the god you pray to turns out to be deaf Here’s a drink to those remembered And a round for those we’ve lost And another for our future we won’t change at any cost Blaze and warships while we stand linked arm in arm Praise and worship We’re addicted to self-harm Safer public Our republic stands To watch with bated breath As they fight it out on tv While we shoot ourselves to death We’re alone but still together But we never find the way To sympathize with neighbors and appreciate today Now in Texas We assemble on both sides Fighting for today While we forget the souls who died
8.
I take my medicine Just like a big boy when i should You don’t even have to cut that shit with juice or nothin’ It’s just 10mg 10mg of happiness And I’ll be a big boy soon enough It’s make me feel so good Gonna make me big and strong But I really don’t like to take it So this is my angry song
9.
She Says 06:54
She says I’m going to have to break you down I’m going to have to break your heart I’m going to turn you inside out He says I’m sorry for the way I am I’m sorry for the way I’ve been But I can make this work somehow He can’t help himself Now she’s lost herself They can’t find it now She says that he makes her want to be on her own and free And she takes his key He says He’s never felt more sideways And he’s been a mess for days Lost in a cloud of gray He says I never put you away I’ll love you till my dying day I’m sorry I’m this way She says I got a joker up my sleeve So baby don’t you ever leave Together we can fix this seed Can’t ignore this now They belong somehow Never letting go But he opens up his eyes He’s crying all alone He’s fed himself these lies With a tight grip on his phone He sits up in his bed
10.
The Wire 06:44
A finger claws A virgin thigh That’s what the people All think outside She’s never known A lover’s touch But after two months straight of sweat She knows enough Her father screamed Her mother cried Her pastor told her She’d be a bride She ran away She lives in debt She’s waiting calmly for What hasn’t happened yet. She’s never thought Of suicide But when you want to keep your baby and you hate the way it feels inside… Into the city All own her own It took her weeks to make that money And now it’s blown She begged the doctor He cast his doubt And in the end He threw her out The clergy came and shut the door They wanted nothing from a sinner and a whore To her hotel room Locks herself in She cries out “God forgive me For this sin” But know this, Lord And hear me true I’ve got nothing left to live for And I’ve nothing left to do…” She sees the closet She cracks the door She blocks out visions of the life she had before She finds her coat She slips it off She sees the hanger And picks it up She stifles tears And holds her breath And then she drags her broken body To the bed She cups her mouth She opens wide Unfurls the wire And lets it slip….

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This album is dedicated with unlimited and eternal love to Jonas and Teddy.

Special thanks to Katie and Ingrid for lyrics and the rest of my Sad Machines family for your never ending support and smiles.

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released November 10, 2017

Engineered, produced, and performed by Bradley Herr. Recorded at The Impact Crater, Pittsburgh, PA, Spring-Fall of 2017

Thanks to Ibanez, Martin, Squier, Yamaha, Dean, Alvarez, Aria Pro II, LTD, Epiphone, Kohala, Korg, Hohner, Stagg, Heet Sound Products, M-Audio, GForce, Apple, Arturia, Behringer, Asus, Dunlop, Ernie Ball, and Sterling for making killer instruments, software, mixers, toys, and equipment.

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